Monday, January 11, 2010

adhd pigeons

I have a brain. I have just now realized how it works.
Today is the day that I begin a new method to work through the tribulations of unorganized thoughts.

1. I will do things when they occur to me
2. I will use my past missteps to plan for future successes
3. I will stop hating myself sometimes
4. I will make lists EVERY DAY so that I may actually carry out everything that I need to accomplish.
5. Of these lists, I will. not. rest. until. every. thing. is. checked.
6. I will keep a writer's notebook so I don't lose the short bursts of creative thought that fly in and out of my head. adhd pigeons. It's a love/hate relationship.

When I look at the homeless on the streets, My first feeling is pity, like everyone else. Then I get so terrified because I can't think of too much separating me from them, and their sad failure. I'm so afraid of failure.


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